Forbidden City

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If ever there was a palace that deserved the name of a prison,

it is that palace in the Forbidden City. - Reginald Johnston

Sweet Forbidden.

For almost 500 years, the Forbidden City in Beijing, China served as the home of emperors and their household as well as the ceremonial and political center of  government. It was so-called because no one could enter or leave the palace without the emperor's permission, and also because ordinary people had to be authorized for entry.

Today it is no longer forbidden, as it has been transformed into a public museum, and I'm one of the hundreds of wide-eyed spectators who are stepping onto its threshhold.

As I eagerly glance inside, I see the light breaking through. I shade my eyes with my hands as I study the replica of the Purple Palace where the Celestial Emperor was thought to live in Heaven. It is enclosed by a 33-foot high wall, heavily guarded in the past at each corner with a magnificent watchtower.

A complex with over 180 acres, 980 buildings, 90 palaces and courtyards, and 8,704 rooms! I let out a gusty sigh.

From across an expansive brick-paved square, I reach the Meridian Gate which is the main entrance to the palace. Proceeding to the Golden Stream Bridge onto the outer court, I pass through the hall of Preserving Harmony.

I keep wondering, Can it really impart inner serenity?

I raise my eyebrows quizzically, but there is no time to test its claim. Out the hall and straight ahead, I spot the Gate of Heavenly Peace, the main passage to the inner living court and the emperor and concubines' sleeping quarters. 

So magnificent.

And yet a hollow feeling hits me. The emperor could not leave the palace grounds without an official escort and usually not unless it was to attend an official function or to travel to another palace. Being female, the empresses and concubines led even more sheltered lives because they could not be seen by any males outside the immediate family circle.

How like a cage it must have felt to them, I mumble with a heavy sigh.

With a wry smile, I contemplate how their hearts must have been heavy hidden behind these walls. So painfully, so suffocatingly small.

My voice falls as I mutter. Imagine being kept under scrutiny from the moment they rose to the moment they retired for the night. They must have slept deeply, but without dreams.

From behind the Imperial Garden, I exit through the Gate of Divine Might.­­­ I open the door a crack and gaze yearningly beyond. For me, all of the morning's buoyancy has faded. I feel a slow but familiar sinking feeling of having seen one of the saddest places ever. 

I turn away, leaving my  bitter-sweet memory to haunt the soft, diffused light of a celestial sky.

Taj Mahal

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Let the splendor of diamond, pearl, and ruby vanish
like the magic shimmer of the rainbow.

Only let this one teardrop, this Taj Mahal, glisten spotlessly bright

on the cheek of time, forever and ever.- Tagore

It is a gorgeous, breezy day in Agra, India. The sky overhead is a deep, cloudless blue, a child's crayon drawing of heaven.

Where I'm standing, clustered amid the endless bustle of tourists and local folk, the air is electric. Everywhere I look, people are wide-eyed and animated. The atmosphere is joyous, alive with individuals crammed into a very long line headed toward the Taj Mahal, also known in Persian as 'crown of Mahal.'

A love poem in marble. The teardrop on the cheek of time. I whisper the appellation in a tender voice. It sounds like a caress in itself.

I keep thinking of Mumtaz, the emperor's favorite wife, declaring with pitiful dignity her wish to be entombed in a crypt that will make her immortal even past her death. I reflect on how after she dies giving birth to their fourteenth child, the heartbroken Shah promises that he will build her a marble mausoleum resembling paradise.

How elaborate can a final resting place be? Built on 42 acres, including a mosque. A guest house is surrounded on three sides by medieval-style walls on top of which are rectangular spaces through which arrows or other weaponry may be shot. I turn the words over in my mouth as if they were hard candy. In all honesty, I marvel at how a piece of architecture can embody love's passion to such heights and take twenty-two years and twenty thousand workers to complete.

As I survey the complex, I'm immediately captivated by the mirror-image of the ivory-white edifice reflected on the long rectangular pool. I look up to capture the details of the gardens and wide marble verandas. Light is flooding the impressive dome and the four minarets, elegant as a swan's neck, that frame it.

The relentless press of bodies continues, but the mood is congenial. We surge forward as the line inches along, and then stop again. I wait, sighing, my palms on the balustrade behind me. Finally stepping onto an arched balcony, I can see intricate floral patterns and geometric designs inside and outside standing out in glittering focus. They're inlaid with precious stones, I comment in admiration.

I glance at the fluctuating light reflected from the building. Delicate, elaborate hand-carved screens from single slabs of marble adorn windows and doors. We continue on. The place is packed. No matter which way I go, I always seem to be fighting against a tide of bodies. 

Finally, we come to a stop as we pass into the area where the bodies of the emperor and his wife lie in the vault below. The noise has quieted down in a simmering silence of deep, timeless peace as we gaze through a filigree screen that has been set up as a veil around the royal tombs. 

My chest constricts at the sweetness of that captured moment. Like a salmon swimming against the tide, I immediately push my way down the dome-shaped chhatri pavilion. 

I step outside to take a fresh breath of air in what feels like forever. 

Sydney Opera House

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The sun did not know how beautiful its light was, 

until it was reflected off this building. - Louis Kahn

The sky is clean and upbeat, sunny as ever. We're in Australia, headed to the Sydney Opera House to purchase tickets for the evening performance of Mozart's Le nozze di Figaro (Marriage of Figaro).

I lift my chin, dazzled by unexpected brightness. I spot a large, white sculpture looming in the harbor, catching and mirroring the sky in all its varied lights. I'm impressed.

Its white shell-shaped roof tiles give the feeling of moving upwards, soaring with sails, I note with obvious appreciation. I take a deep breath and exhale. I want to appear keen, alert to nuances.

All around and below the iconic structure's massive red granite platform, circles of sunlight dapple the rushing waters of Bennelong Point.  

Then all at once, in a dizzying moment, I feel the heat as the sun rises higher and higher and higher still, straight, straight up. I stop to catch my breath. The iconic edifice is so full of radiance that I imagine the people coming around as if they were in the negative of photos - gray, with white features.

A fresh breeze blows in over the shore of Sydney Harbor. The day gleaming with a golden luminosity looks like it had been stolen from a place of darkness.

Entra Figaro. I can see him in my mind's eye. My heart is suddenly full of song. 

Cantante. His voice will peal like a glass bell through the warm summer day.

La, la, la, la, la, la!

UP

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Until you spread your wings,
you will have no idea how far you can fly. - Unknown

I turn aside, peering out the bus window for a view of the two-lane University Avenue. The morning air is cool and crisp. I look at my watch. I should arrive in plenty of time for my 7:30 English class, I croon, my hands clasped prayerfully.

It's my first day as a freshman at the prestigious University of the Philippines. I draw a long breath, with a mixed feeling of pride and trepidation. It's Yupee, as Mummie says, stretching the words out, pronouncing each syllable with emphasis.

Top university, I whisper loudly to myself, in fair imitation of her voice. I try to be as nonchalant as possible even as I ruminate on how through the years, UP has produced an impressive number of the nation's presidents, political leaders, national artists, scientists, and other trail blazers who have shaped the country's history. 

At the end of the avenue, I see it, the monument and main symbol of the university. I yell cheerily, The Oblation! 

It's an eleven-and-a-half foot tall concrete sculpture of a man with outstretched arms and open hands in a forward stance of selfless dedication and service, tilted head, closed eyes, and parted lips murmuring what must be a prayer. He's naked, I whisper to myself bashfully. 

Closer up, I'm able to notice details that ordinarily will have escaped me - the soft, misty halo around the figure's bronze coloration and the rustic base on which it stands, a stylized rugged shape of my homeland archipelago, lined with big and small rocks, each of which represents an island. Actually, he's not starkly nude, I quickly correct myself as I spot the discreet fig leaf that covers his manhood. I smile sheepishly. 

Behind the Oblation, prisms of light in the east, the color of lemonade, are just beginning to poke through the huge pillars of Quezon Hall. The latter's open portico provides a view of the buildings beyond. I was just here a few days ago, I remind myself modestly, remembering how I traversed the suspended veranda that spans the north and south wings of the structure to have the registrar stamp 'Entrance Scholar' on my enrollment form. 

From this center front of the campus, the road turns on either side. Tall tamarind trees line the streets, their branches sometimes converging over like a canopy. As the bus loops around, time stretches out toward me. Everything seems big and slow. My eyes bug out in astonishment at the sight of 1,220 acres of infrastructure and colleges, two convocation halls, a carillon tower, a bowling hall, an A&W drive-in, barber shop, infirmary, two churches, several dormitories, the so-called Lovers' Lane walkway on a sunken lawn, the President's house, and faculty residential cottages - all in a forested setting.

So huge, I brightly comment. The woman seated beside me smiles at my eagerness. My gaze is lost in the immensity of the place and its sorcery of light.

The bus driver suddenly darts his head forward as he announces with flourish, Pavilion Four! I repeat happily, Pavilion Four, gesturing with my forefinger. Para! I summon the driver to stop. 

I cross the street toward the Arts and Sciences Building. I try to make my mind blank. I venture to imagine myself high, my senses light and soaring.

As I go up the fourth floor to my first class on my first day in the university, I feel my feet sprouting wings.